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I don't entirely know what I want to write about today, but things seem especially tense and difficult right now. I'm not sure why that is, but I don't feel very in control of things right now and I feel like I'm being continually reminded of how little influence I actually have over my own life.
That's pretty discouraging, especially at a time when you're trying to plan your own wedding. It kinda makes me want to say "Screw it! Let's just resign ourselves to the fact that we are going to be fought tooth and nail on the stupidest things for so long that we'll never get married!" We have so little time to get things together that every single minor dispute that causes huge repercussions effectively says "not going to happen!" or "over my dead body!".
"I can't believe you wouldn't do this." "Why are you going to do that?" "You never asked me what I thought about that!"
STOP!!!
This is our wedding, not anyone else's, and until anyone else decides to pay for the wedding, nagging, unhelpful comments can be kept to yourselves. If you're that offended, don't come. I'll buy a crockpot for our household in your honor instead and we'll both be happier.
The only hope I have is that this sort of thing will stop after the wedding.... at least it had better...
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